Why does noone care, like im a worthless person or a nobody?

I think they care. I also think that a lot of people feel the way you do. I am hard on my daughter, who just started high school. I want her to be happy in life. I want her to be able to earn a decent living. I worry about these things. When I get frustrated with her, it is just that I want her to try harder, develop goals and go after them. At least, you have a dream. That's a great start. If you think fashion designer is too big of a goal, mabye you could start small. Find out what cles/programs can get you an entry level position in the industry. You could make contacts, get noticed and figure out what further training/experience you need. I know a lot of "ugly" women who have nice husbands. I'm one of them! I have seen celebrities without their make-up and flattering hair styles that look horrible. Picking something to work on and making small changes can make a big difference. Also, confident people naturally look better. I wonder if your bi-polar would respond to anti-depressants. I have seen them work wonders on people with terrible anger problems. If you are suicidal, get help now. If you think I can help you or you just want to talk via e-mail, click on my profile. It upsets me so much to see so many upset young people who think that there is nothing to live for and that nobody cares. People do care. I know everybody says this, but it seems bleak right now, but that is just because you are young and upset and can't see the total picture. There must be some reason that people keep saying that. When you are older, you will see that and hopefully tell some young people how you overcame your situation.